As I sit here (hiding by the fire pit) trying to calm my nerves I have to remember how lucky we can be and all the awesome things that can happen ...
Reminding myself that things could be worse

because days/weeks like this is literally more then I (or any human being) can handle...especially as just one person.

I’m strong but not strong enough sometimes.
A lot of the time I’ll BS my way through the tuff days hoping that if I “act” like I’ve got this, I’ll actually start beliving it. (fake it till I make it) and most of the time it works.

At a certain point you literally have to break...admit you’re not invincible, that you are only human, can’t do EVERYTHING, ignore it all...and remember tomorrow is a new day.

Maybe all the “wine o’clock” mom memes actually work?
Sadly drinking at home isn’t an option. (Probably best that way anyhow🙄)

For now, I’ll be that chick on Facebook spilling her feelings out to the world because at the moment...it actually feels good to let it out✌️🤙